Hai....After long time of posting am....back
my life had been......hai...recently
Bet u guys doesn't know how i feel......
Am i happy?
Am i so excited about everything?
Do i know what i'm doing?
What should i do?
How will this become?
All the question in my mind....but only one answer....
I don't know....
yes...i know hand up to God....don't worry about anything....
not so easy....
How i wish my mind could have a delete button.
So that i could delete all the things i doesn't want....
how i wish i can just sleep all i want and wait for God to come....
how i wish i does't need to study nor work...
how i wish i'm a smart person, so that won't have to be looked down...
know people would ask....look down on what?....capability of applying what i've learned
capability of doing things.....capability of teaching...in everything...
how i wish, how i wish.....and never will come true
know everyone will say me being emo or wadever....but is not emo! is just that
YOU WONT UNDERSTND!
wait, wait, wait.....everythings have to wait....hai...hate waiting....
but still have to......going 18 in about a month time? Not excited at all...just another birthday...what's so good about being 18?....how i wish i never grow up...everything daddy and mommy will take care....being a teen is hard...yes i agree, the toughest time ever..... :(
